*wrecked and joy

the other day i found out about the wreck this journal and became hell bent on having one, i fell in love. the concept to me is quite an awesome one, a book with it's only purpose is to be wrecked! the moto of the book : to destroy is to create. LOVE that.

after obsessing about the book for a couple days, my bf and i went to chapters and after our scavenger hunt for this book, i bought one for my best friend meg who is moving, and my bf bought me one. and that is one of the reasons i love him and did judge about the book and it's concept he bought me one fully knowing that its to be destroyed. i love him so much and my book too!

so stoked , let the wrecking begin!

*peace&kisses <3

*late night writing

last night i could  not seem to find sleep as i wrote on here last night. at one point i thought up something i wanted to write, i did and was very content with the words that found their way on to the page 

"Once we accepted it, i that he really did love me  and he that he was finally ready to love again after the heart break, that he could let me in and i wouldn't hurt him. From then on i knew we'd be together a long time. Because the love that i feel for him in my heart and the love for me that i see in his eyes when he looks at me, well that is true love."

i know its not that great, sometimes i don't quite know how to formulate a sentence properly, you know even tho i've seen it at school a bunch of times i guess it didn't stick. but i'm still pleased with this because it describes a ver important time in my life, and that man is very dear to me and i love him so very much. put that into words makes me happy.

*peace&kisses <3

*sleepless night & chatty brains

so i absolutely canot sleep, i just lay there trying to sleep but my brain decides to not shut the fuck up and think about EVERYTHING! man its annoying sometimes-_-

aside from thinking about everything from the great gatsby and how i want to watch all the adaptions of that movie and others of my favourite novels, to some outfits i'd like to wear and buy, and a ton of other random stuff like i want to make photograph murals and that i need more wall space for that.

i also saw the trailer for the new adaption for on the road before bed and i got really excited when i saw that since its one of my all time favourite novels, so i watch the trailer and who do i fucking see, KRISTEN FUCKING STEWART... i just died a bit inside.

 i was so depressed about that! i really don't like her, she ruins perfectly good movies in my opinion and she always seems to have weaselled her way into the movies i want to see. this just saddens me so deeply since she cannot act and will surely ruin mary-lou i'm sure of it! gah i'm very depressed about this:(

*peace&kisses <3