*coffee= no sleep and millions of shit going on in your mind

So since i cant sleep due to the cup of coffee i had before i tried to go to sleep i will talk to you about this stupid emotional wreak i turned into.( the reason why i attempted to go to bed early, i thought i was crying  non stop over everything, not the case) So what was a pretty good day, turned slightly dramatic and just plain pitiful if i do say so myself. But as i don't feel like going into the situation that set this disaster off, as i do not want to sound like a whiny bitch. All this overload of emotion all of a sudden(this doesn't normally happen to me) was a little much and sent me to isolation in a hot bath with coffee, perks of being a wall flower and a craving for a cig to calm myself a tad. This, minus cigarette, calmed me down until i talked to my boyfriend about the situation and kept bawling because i realized i was being a slight brat, which break my heart because i am never like that. ANYWAYS after all was forgiven, i still kept crying-_-. okay so I'm assuming all this crying is not because of "the situation", not because I'm supper tired, so only reasonable theory other then being insane was PMS. fuck my life . So all that coffee i had to calm me down after emotional is keeping me awake and I'm thinking about a million different thing ie: ideas i have for upcoming photo shoots, cig craving, stupid college, work tomorrow, situation with le boyfriend.

To the blogging world this is my life's problems and such.

just about sums it up.

*peace&kisses <3